All I want right now is to follow my desires, do those things I could never do, and not to think of it's consequences for once. To stop questioning every single thing, to be able to trust, to jump in the pool.

"Cagate en la gente, cagate en los demás" creo que debo haber escuchado mínimo a 6 personas decírmelo en los últimos días. Cómo si fuera tan fácil. Si fuera tan fácil lo estaría haciendo ahora. Cómo si fuese bueno.. pregunta, les gusta que se caguen en ustedes?. A mi, no, y desde chiquita me enseñaron a no hacerle a los demás lo que no querés que te hagan a vos. Suena muuuy "naive", y supongo que lo soy, ensima ahora me sale el tiro por la culata, y al parecer eso de "Siembras lo que cosechas" no se aplica a mi. Simplemente no puedo, me siento culpable, me siento peor.

Aparte, ¿Qué quieren decir con "Cagate en los demás"? Porque a mi me suena a que no me importe lo que piensen y hacer lo que yo quiera sin miedo a lo que piensen otros, pero al parecer no es tan asi la cosa. Es mas un "cagate en los demás" porque así quedas mejor, pareces mas fuerte, no pareces ese mamarracho depresivo con la autoestima por el piso que va por la vida arrastrándose por otros, olvidándose de su propia felicidad, que DA LÁSTIMA.

Si ya nosé que hacer, lo que verdaderamente tendría que hacer es LO QUE QUIERA. Eso, el problema es que ya nosé que quiero.

Quiero importarles a los demás? nosé, no tendría que decir eso, es lastimero, pero de a poco va a ir cambiando supongo y lo primero que voy a hacer sin que me importen los demás es decir, que SI, doy pena, SI, la gente me suele pasar por ensima, y SI, me siento para el orto siempre, SI, siempre quedo como una idiota, prefiero eso a quedar como una forra que nada le importa. Y me importa poco lo que piensen porque las cosas son así. Lamento no tener la capacidad de ser forra, pero así nací.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

I’m going back to the start

Go and see the sorcerer look into a ball,
You may find the answer written on the wall.

I'm bringing back ghosts,
That are no longer there.
I'm gettin' hard on myself,
Sittin' in my easy chair.
Well, there's three people in the mirror
And I'm wonderin' which one of them I should choose.
Well, I can't keep from laughin',
Spittin' out these 300 mile per hour outpour blues.

Post Secret.

Vi el otro día, un libro, que era solo y exclusivamente de secretos. La gente le mandaba sus mas profundos secretos anónimamente a el autor y éste los publicaba con fotos y de una manera mas artística. Me sentí identificada con algunos, decidí guardar mi propia cajita con mis secretos, y voy a revelar dos.

"Cada vez creo menos en el amor"

"En realidad, muy profundamente, aunque son secretos espero algún día poder mostrárselos a alguien a quien le importe y en quien confíe."

You're fucking chinese to me.

Dear Mr. White,

"In the cold, cold night",

Under the "White moon",

You kissed me goodbye,

Wondered what you should "Do".

Was I just another "Conquest"?

Your "Passive manipulation" is driving me nuts,

"I'm a martyr for my love for you",

"Look me over closely", then you'd realize.

Am I "Wasting my time"?

Well you've got me "Hypnotized",

You can't see the "Effect and cause",

I'm "Lovesick", what a disgust.

The "Death letter" I never read.

"The denial twist" in my mind.

"I just don't know what to do with myself",

Though I must "Stop breaking down".

"I can learn" to be "Suzy Lee",

But you "Fell in love with a girl", she's not me.

"We're going to be friends", well, hope to be,

Then, "Why can't you be nicer to me"?

"I'm lonely, but I ain't that lonely yet",

"I can't wait", "Expecting" to see "Who's to say",

"Hotel Yorba" is a place like hell,

A "Seven nation army" can shoot me, don't care.

But I won't turn back again, "When I hear my name".

P.S.: You've got me in your pocket.

Summer: Really? Well let me break it down for you... Okay, I like being on my own. Relationships are messy and people's feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We're young, might as well have fun while we can.
McKenzie: Holy shit! You're a dude. She's a dude.
Tom: Okay, but wait, what happens if you fall inlove?
Summer: You don't believe that, do you?
Tom: It's love. It's not Santa Claus.
Summer: Well, what does that word even mean? I've been in relationships and I don't think I've ever seen it. And, most marriages end in divorce these days. Like my parents...
Tom: Okay, mine too - but -
Summer: There's no such thing as love. It's a fantasy.
Tom: Well, I think you're wrong.
Summer: Okay, well, what is it that I'm missing then?
Tom: I think you know it when you feel it

The Sea Is A Good Place To Think Of The Future